On the 3rd of February 1998
Nicholas Saunders, my true love
died near Kroonstad, in Free State in South Afrika

 

I was told he was engaged in an inspiring conversation at the time the car accident took place.
The car skidded off the road and tumbled down at a beautiful place with trees and water.
He died quickly and at peace.

Free State has a lot of big farmland areas, mainly wheat. The predominant colouring of the flowers is yellow and mauve and there are many sunflowers. The skies are huge.
Nelson Mandela wrote about it: "When I visit there, nothing can shut me in. My heart can roam as far as the horizons."

I would like to think that his spirit soared out there in the vastness of space.

Last year we had an LSD trip together which he described as a "peak" experience.
A spiritual experience in which he felt :
"I was able to let go completely, like never before and the result was to allow my "essence" to flow out and rejoin its source. It was like "coming home", but far more so. It was incredibly "right" and joyful, and I wept joy."
I trust that his last trip was the greatest of all!

May our love flow forever
Anja